August 25, 2005
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1. http://www.ltdan.com/RevKim/RevDwight-LovingMemory_Low.wmv
2. http://www.elevatedone.com/media/RevDwight-LovingMemory _Low.wmv This was the video my bro put together for the funeral and memorial service.
I’m officially in Hawaii now, temporarily with Lynette in Waikiki, and school started Monday.It’s been… a crazy summer.
Thank
you, to everyone who sent their condolences via phone, mail, email,
text, IM and especially through prayer. I’m sorry I didn’t tell
many people about the memorial service, nor was I very good with
returning calls/IMs/texts/mail… though my family is trying to get on
with our lives, I still don’t feel completely ready to talk about all
of this, but I have a feeling people understand.The tone of
my last entry was angry and vengeful, believe it or not. But what
I’ve realized since then is that Satan got the message and didn’t leave
me alone throughout all the grief. But as my brother
representatively spoke during the memorial service, Satan is very, very
stupid. Because the more he attacks me the more I’m resolved to
stake my life to break him down. In a way, this event has shown
me that I have nothing to lose and, hence, no fear.I’m
now in Hawaii… “paradise” and yet my thoughts drift toward real
paradise, where my father rests to the voice of God saying, “Well done,
good and faithful servant.” My dad was a major reason for me pursuing
Korean, a fact hard to ignore during my studies in the Flagship
program. He was my mentor, teacher, and hanja guru… the first
person I’d call in any language emergency. But most of all I saw
our relationship growing in the gospel… and the joy it gave me
couldn’t be compared to anyone else. He was my physical father,
spiritual leader, and model Remnant who raised Remnants. It’s
impossible not to miss his presence, though I know I’m grown and can
face the world alone.I’ve been sent away to the field at a time when I feel I should be home.
In the midst of trials and hardships, how can I contest the working of the Holy Spirit within God’s perfect plan?
Comments (9)
hey hannah.. yea i still remember exactly how ur dad looked back then.. i still remember the whole evergreen church back then.. yea.. my family and i was trying to go.. and i found out the time..but couldnt find out where.. well.. i hope ur doing well.. and through time.. everything will be better… stay strong.. <333
hey hannah — miss u — hook up with the gospel church – the kim samonim is awesome
i miss you lots….
Because of your father and his leadership to his family, you will live in such a way that every morning you get up, Satan will shake and tremble. Miss you kiddo…
you and your brothers are so blessed!!!
i want to learn from your father. i e-hug you.
God is faithful in the hardest times. You are in my prayers <3
very blessed by your thoughts, by the video, by your father’s words and life. i’m sure he’s smiling down on you and isaac =)
i misss you!
like oul said… “i e-hug you”
Hi Hannah,
Just wanted to express my condolences. I’m glad that you’re staying positive, because you’re right — God works in His ways. We’re all so proud of you, dude. Keep your head up. =)
Miss ya lots!
Love, Carmen